Acting like I don’t care.

It’s always been almost like a second nature to me to ‘act like I don’t care’ when in reality I do, very much. It’s just people have been hurt so many times in the past that when you put up a front to people and if they believe that it doesn’t phase you then chances are you’ll soon to believe it too. 

However, it back fires. Acting like you don’t care then going home and being sad about something that no one knows about only affects and hurts yourself. I know everyone always says to not keep your emotions inside, but sometimes when you’ve been screwed over so many times you just have to because you’re scared, insecure, defeated about whatever happened to you in the past. I try not to but it’s so hard. 

Raaaaayybans B}

Raaaaayybans B}

Some more pictures from this weekend :)

Some more pictures from this weekend :)

My weekend was the best! California adventures, Anabella suite, LA, Santa Monica pier, portos, sushi. Love my family, love my life!

My weekend was the best! California adventures, Anabella suite, LA, Santa Monica pier, portos, sushi. Love my family, love my life!

B.

So sad how things fall apart especially relationships and how people could talk everyday to barely talking at all. I miss you, I miss us but we both know its near the end if not it is the end. I miss talking to you on the daily and laughing over nothing and having our little inside jokes, how you would drive around my house and just park til I got sleepy, just everything, our deep random talks. I miss us two being together. But we both moved on, I miss you. Everything’s different and that’s just sad. Have a nice life with or without me, B. I know you got big things in the future. And I’m happy for you, very proud of what you’ll be accomplishing in the future. Have fun with your career sweet thang but not too much fun!!! =)
My two older brothers and sis! Love/hate but mostly love! I adore my older siblings so much. I love em to death :)

My two older brothers and sis! Love/hate but mostly love! I adore my older siblings so much. I love em to death :)

Just a dose of our Irvine road trip! :-)

Just a dose of our Irvine road trip! :-)

The only reason why I can deal with work sometimes when I get stressed over it is because of my coworkers and sometimes my managers loveeeeee emmmmmm to death!

The only reason why I can deal with work sometimes when I get stressed over it is because of my coworkers and sometimes my managers loveeeeee emmmmmm to death!

My current obsession and currently reading: The Hunger Games. I know about the movie that came out tonight and all the trailers and all the hype it’s been getting through my friends and stuff. It’s really interesting! I actually really like it A LOT, maybe even love! Haha! But yeah I wanted to see why it was so popular myself so I decided to purchase the book and began reading it yesterday. I’m already in the middle of the book and it’s been less than 2 days! Whenever a book is really interesting to me, it never takes long for me to finish like the Twilight Saga. But yeah, speaking of that I still need to finish the end of Breaking Dawn lol. The hunger games is interesting and of course I plan on watching the movie by this week and reading the entire series!!! :-) goodnight

My current obsession and currently reading: The Hunger Games. I know about the movie that came out tonight and all the trailers and all the hype it’s been getting through my friends and stuff. It’s really interesting! I actually really like it A LOT, maybe even love! Haha! But yeah I wanted to see why it was so popular myself so I decided to purchase the book and began reading it yesterday. I’m already in the middle of the book and it’s been less than 2 days! Whenever a book is really interesting to me, it never takes long for me to finish like the Twilight Saga. But yeah, speaking of that I still need to finish the end of Breaking Dawn lol. The hunger games is interesting and of course I plan on watching the movie by this week and reading the entire series!!! :-) goodnight

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