It feels so good, to finally be going back to school! I HATED skipping a whole semester off of college. But I also knew that I wasn’t going to be like one of those people when once they skip a semester, they skip years of college… LOL. Just cause I’ve been anxious/excited about it all! To LEARN, study, work hard, educate myself, etc. What’s not to like? Yeah of course there are the negatives about going to school like boring teachers, bad parking, bad days, stressing on too much homework/studying, expensive things, but all I know is that it’s going to work out in the end. Eventually. Sooner or later. All the money that I’ll be spending on books, parking permits, study tools, whatever, are investments to my future, career, education, and more! I’m ahead of my homework assignments today and man it just feels really good to go back to my study grind and feeling productive and independent. School right now isn’t even that hard for me. Sure, it has a lot of work and tests every week! But it’s college, not high school anymore. Alright, good night. =) since I’m still sick.. OMG. 

I always wonder who I’m going to marry, what my kids’ names are going to be, how much money I’m going to be earning, what my house is going to look like, my husband’s first and last name, the car I’m going to be driving, how many kids I’m going to have and other various thoughts leading to what am I doing tomorrow? I hope tomorrow is going to be a good day? Or is it going to be a bad day? The future is such an exciting but intimidating and scary thing that we all must face and meet sooner or later. I just wonder most of the time who the person I’m going to be spending the rest of my life with… 

I know it’s bad to really look into the future and to simply live in the present because technically it means it’s a “gift,” but I’m just saying I think about these things and always wonder. I’m just curious.